Therefore, take pleasure in the acts of production which develop you as a scholar and do them often. Enjoy the process of creating messy, incoherent, incomplete works - and words - about the topics which inspired you to pursue the life of the scholar in the first place
But when it came to the rules, methods, processes, and practices of doing academic research involved in actually doing academic research, and learning how to play the academic research game, I don’t think I gained these just by going through a PhD program.
Why is it acceptable to value research work when it comes to a job, but not acceptable to value research when it comes to education, for the sake of learning?
In the essay, he narrates a story of a seventeen-year-old student at the University of Strasbourg who, instead of following the prescribed anatomy curriculum involving dissection and microscopic examinations of tissues, was experimenting with dyes and microscopic specimens.
The conditions within which we work are maintained in such a way that prevents this kind of chaos. And while a spark sputters and flickers out of existence, the hearts wherein it was born are turned towards a more productive use of their desires: that work for and with the system instead of against it.